I don't even fucking know anymore..

Well, Lately I have been feeling empty, down, lonely, tired allll the time, depressed? No, idk what to call this feeling, but It does NOT feel good at all. I deleted somebody off of facebook today and I feel stupid for doing it.. He barely ever wants to talk to me anymore because were so far from eachother (He lives in Denmark) and he met someone that is now his girlfriend that he's 'in love' with.. I don't like it at all, but whatever. He made me smile so much and made me feel sooo good as a person. So special. So loved. Now? I feel.. the opposite. I'm trying not to let it get to me so bad, but my mind and heart and just working together to make me feel like this. Anyways.. I wanna leave this place. Go somewhere new. Meet some new people and change my lifestyle a little bit. Meet a guy that fits my needs. I know i'm young and only 15, but every 15 year old girl wants this.. I know it! People tell me "Oh, you'll find someone in the future" but that's the 'future'.. I really don't like waiting for the future! /: But whatever.. I gotta live with it I guess.. Well, i'm going back to bed.