Thursday, September 1, 2011

I have to piss! D:

HA! Now that I got your attention with that title, i'll start my first post on my blog. (; I really do have to go pee though so i'm gonna write this real quick then go! XD Okay so, My name is Shayla. I'm 15 years old and I go to Irondale High School. Please don't stalk or creep on me.. I'll tell you a little bit about myself. My whole life has pretty much been both great and chaotic. At age 6 or 7 my dad started drinking and my mom and I had no choice, but to deal with it. Then one day my mom put up with his bullshit, packed up, and we moved out. Thats when my dad started to abuse drugs and alchohol and made my whole family's life a wreck. I went through a lot of shit. Got abused verbally and physically by my father, fought with my mom all the time, and ended up almost killing myself at age 12. I started cutting at age 13 for all sorts of reasons.. My mom and dad tried working out their marriage every once in awhile, but it never worked out. March of 2010 I got a call from my dad at about 10 at night. He was completly sober and kept calling and calling checking up on my mom and I for some odd reason. He said he went to church that day and god saved him. He stopped drinking and doing drugs after that night. It was a HUGE change in my life. Hes been sober for almost 3 years and I literally can't believe it. I do sometimes wish he was the way he was before because hes really different. My mom and I moved out of the apartments her and I were living in and now were back to living with my dad in a drug/alchohol free enviroment. It's weird and I don't even know why my life has turned out this way. I honestly don't really like it, but anyways thats pretty much my past experiences. I'll try to post everyday. Schools starts in like 6 days so lets hope my sophmore year goes well! I'm gonna go pee now! BYE! (:

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